Les Miserables cryfest

First of all, I have to say that I feel for the 46 couples in the states that have just had the same heart break as me.  I know what it feels to be offered the chance at being a mum and then losing it due to something way beyond your control.  I would like you all to know that if this situation results in a repairing with me and Mike the child will be sooooo loved.  I know that's not what you want to hear but I have had to tell myself something very similar in order to come to terms with my loss.

I saw Les Miserable on the weekend.  I knew I would cry because music always makes me cry and there are a lot of needy kids.  There was one part where I thought my heart was going to leak out of my chest due to pain.
They wrote a new song for the movie and holy heck did it shake me to my soul.  Valjean is singing to a sleeping Cosette after he first adopts her:

“Suddenly I see

Suddenly it starts

When two anxious hearts

Beat as one.

Yesterday I was alone

Today you walk beside me

Something still unclear

Something not yet here

Has begun.

Suddenly the world

Seems a different place

Somehow full of grace

And delight.

How was I to know

That so much love

Was held inside me?

Something fresh and young

Something still unsung

Fills the night.

How was I to know at last

That happiness can come so fast?

Trusting me the way you do

I’m so afraid of failing you

Just a child who cannot know

That danger follows where I go

There are shadows everywhere

And memories I cannot share

Nevermore alone

Nevermore apart

You have warmed my heart

Like the sun.

You have brought the gift of life

And love so long denied me.

Suddenly I see

What I could not see

Something suddenly

Has begun.”

DAMN YOU HUGH JACKMAN!

I found the lyrics from this blog:
http://julianstark-moviesandotherthings.blogspot.ca/2012/10/les-miserables-first-look-at.html